He
was standing with his back to the sun, and where Sarita was sitting he looked
like a shadow that had come to life, his top hat stood out like a square of
velvet that was cut clean out of the pink and purple horizon. It’s a strange
sensation to know that someone is looking directly at you, you can feel the
eggshell whites of his eyes and the inkstain of his pupil trained on your every
expression, but you can’t see anything but the outline of their body, the
impression they’ve left in the negative space like the pointed cookie cutters
that Sarita and her grandmother had used to make Christmas cookies two years
ago.
She
could remember the smell of simmering Sangria on the stovetop while she and her
grandmother kneaded out the cookie dough, slipping tiny tastes into her mouth
when her grandmother’s back was turned. She knew she never got away from it,
her grandmother could see her in the darkened windows and her lips curved up on
the reflection of the night sky like a crescent moon. They would wait for the cookies
to rise, the heat breathing life and depth into the shadowed forms and then
they would paint them with layers of clothing, sweet lacy butter cream, tart
ruffly lemon curd, sparkly taffeta layers of sprinkles and tiny candied drops.
The
man looked like he was painted with layers of dark chocolate or charcoal. An
imperceptible shift of his body brought his features into focus and with a
movement that was too quick to be human, like mercury pooling together after
she dropped the thermometer and it shattered, scattered across the floor.
Suddenly he was kneeling in front of her, his breath hanging like a familiar
flavor of cloud in the air between them, his palm outstretched.
His
hand was large, worn with the calluses of a traveling gypsy who ties knots like
a sailor but has never seen the sea, and cupped in the palm were seven tiny
stones. She could imagine how the texture would feel rolling over her tongue,
and wondered whether it would taste like cool mountain air or like the salty
breath of the ocean. She knew that she should choose one, but each of their
tiny polished surfaces reflecting the changing light looked perfect, as if he’d
plucked down seven stars, and offered her the sky.
Reality
seemed to begin to unravel, and she finally wished she could speak, could ask
this man she knew but had never met the answer to all that she was wondering
but the words caught in her throat like popcorn kernels. She felt a sense of
urgency as she sunk into the ground like footprints in moist dirt, and his
fingers closed over the tiny white angels, and he reached his arm out from
behind his back and offered her his hand, empty and cool like the whimsy of the
wind licking clouds out of the sky.
-The Shutter Muse (who is thoroughly enjoying her classes, although promises to be more diligent about updating in the future)
Sara, glad to see you're still writing! :) Love the way you've illustrated this...
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